失去你！

你知道吗?
我现在有一点伤心!
我不能太伤心!
因为我答应了你我会开心.
我会...

我先在才知道,
原来我心里面,
你,是很重要的!
我知道我们现在做回朋友,
可能是好事!

那天你说四年!
我却能够改变你的主意!

来得快,去的也快!
我不懂我是否能在最快的速度把我们那份感情放下!
但是,
我想说,
在这几个星期里!
我每天都是开心的!
我会记住...
记住与你度过的时光!

我刚刚哭了.
虽然强忍着,
但是,
眼泪就是往下流.
哭过了的我,
心情还ok!
心情会慢慢的好起来!

你开心!
你没事!
我放心了！

现在的我真的失恋。
失恋...

四年罢了。

很快的吧?

刚才在一位文华健言社的社友的家!
在远景哪儿...
望着大海...
好想好想叫出来
我好想说出来!
可是到最后,
我没有大声地说出来,
我只有大大声地唱歌,
我,
真的不懂能够忍到何时?

明天,
将会是头一天,
我的新生活.
我会一个人...

我好累,
但是我睡不着!
我不懂...
我不懂...
我不懂几时才能习惯没有你能入睡,
没有你能开心地过每一天...
没有你能好好的加油...

若你看见这部落各，
我想说，
我会，我真的会，
四年~
结束你我的那段感情，
你的讯息，
你的照片，
你的一切...
将会消失掉。




我爱你...
是不变的事实...
我爱你...
是真实的...
我爱你...
在此结束吧~


                                                            静伟

2010.07.28

好了,是时候update一下我的部落格了!

因为有人投诉我,说我没有写新的。

说的也对，我已经有二十天没有写了！

可能是我时间不够吧！

也许是因为我不想把我的心事公开吧！

与其说心事，倒不如说是私事!

我变了，

不再是去年的我！

有些事情，已经和去年完全不同了！

我知道，在学校，

肯定有很多人依然以为我还是“那样”。

我所谓“那样”，就是我对她的感觉！

我不懂怎样说，

也不想解释太多，

有时候，

没有就是没有，

过去了就是过去了，

已成为历史！

他们想误会我也不会阻止他们！

我很快乐！

我的生活还算不错!

我开心！

原因？

因为有东西值得我开心！

MUET result

This morning,
i heard of my classmates chat about the Muet test!
the first thought in my mind is they are going to discuss about when the result will come out.
But what suprise me the most is they talking about the MUET result will come out by this morning!
i really shock!
i really dunno what to do!
The first five period of class... i really cant concentrate!
Many friends surrounding the laptop and check their result.
i really dun have guts to face my result.

Finally,
i founded a chance to check without having so much people surround me.
i using Kin's laptop to check...
few friends surrounding me...
i type my ic no. inside...
really carefully...
i press SUBMIT this button.

few second has passed,
nothing, the webpage still is blank...
few more second later...
something come out! MY GOD...
i got BAND 4!1
man... i really thought and scare that my result will be BAND 3!
at the moment i saw my result,
i really shout it out!
i shout "YES!!!"
haha...
i really so happy...
really so happy!
^_^

need "kambateh" already!
next week having test o!
hmmm.... "Jia You!"

Hmm... Miracles?

the prob i encounter just now...
had someohow show some good news...

i just wanna say!
anything is just nothing!
its been a long time people talking about two of us!
but i wont care!
cause no one will understand more than us that you and me are best friend!

may be i sometime will looks like care you too much, like your boyfriend!
but...
you and me are having a clear LINES!!!
we had go through many things in this one year!
i did not wan to say anything about what it is happen between you and me!

i sad i happy...
i think you too!
nothing is more that that...
happy and sad...
we had go through it millions of times!
out relationship ,may be will looks like not just best friend!

but the actual reality is!
you and me really are friends!

so...
anyone say anything bad things about us!
is not our false!
but is their way of thinking!
just let them think what they want!

and i will appreciate u as well as i can!
cz you are really my best friends!
^^

Hope and dissapointed

ya...
what i hope since last year!
had completely fade away...
fade towards nowhere!

hope!
is it really good for us!
what us had hope for,
wont be coming true in the end!
may be i should say some of them did come true!
but,
most of them just an empty hope!
EMPTY one... hope for nothing at last!

what is hope in this world?
many people say hope is the best cure for us when we encounter witha problem that have no solutions!
but why?
why is me?
why my hope will be the one that is EMPTY?
is my hope too high?
or is my hope is meaningless than they took away my hope!

it is not the first time i lost my hope!
i lost my hope one by one!
but i did not give up!
i still keep on hoping!
hoping everything will at least a bit happen in the way i hope for...

why?
now my head just so many why?
even i write any more about WHY!!!
it still cant help!
am i sick?
am i nerd?
am i crazy?
am i a weaker?
am i think too much?

may be i really think too much!
i did not ever had a chance to sit down and think slowly!

do i need a moment to do it?
may be a few minute?
do i need it?
do i?

at this moment!
my heart is really pain u know!
the word u say just now really did hurt me!
not little...
but a lot!
u killing my hope...
a hope that last for almost a year!
a hope that i would sometime think about it!!!

although i know that it is your style!
your style of talking!
but...
please!
at least give a moment to me... just only for me!
care me a while!
really understand what i want!
really try to know that actually i will be extra sad if u really said tat to me!

i everytime will think of your feeling first!
you indirectly become my priority in my life!
but i really did not think of you wil treat me like this!
i think you really did not ever try to understand me!
although i am just your friend!
may be i should say is best friend!
u should try to know me well...

only a sentence!
a SENTENCE only...
my hope is gonna fly away!

if it is really fly then it would be better!
but now i think it is vanish...
vanishing...
dissapearing...
in my life...




hurting~

why my feeling still so bad even i try to express it all out here!
have i change?
too much questions in my head!
may be i should dont think too much~
relax man~ u can do it!

you are better than anyone else!
you are not a weaker that will being defeat by just a sentence!
cheer up man!!! cheer up!!!

得意？哈哈！^^

那天,
老师讲了一句很妙的话!
她讲，
“没了Deyi，我们这班就不[得意]（可爱）了！”

说真一句咯，
Deyi，
去了Tuaran都有很多天了！
也没和她联系哦！

少了她，
我好像少了一个被我开玩笑的对象哦！
少了她，
班上真的好像不一样了！
大家都没有什么谈到她。

哈哈。。。
可能再过一阵子，
我会习惯咯！
少了一个Deyi，
同时间，
认识了一位朋友！

哈哈。。。
有得有失吧~ ^^
乘着汽油还未涨价，
大家加油吧~
^^v