诡异的一天

今天，

我那班发生了一件很奇怪的事情，

我那班，不懂为何，

会有这样的事情发生！

大家来研究研究吧！

事情就发生在我的学校，

6AS课室，

下午！

我们，照常在下午时，

到礼堂去听演讲！

关于一些课外活动的东西。

差不多两点半时，

演讲会也完了。

回课室拿书包，

谁知道，

Ah Leong无论怎样，

都开不到哪个锁！

只好等Winnie姐开咯！

谁知道，

她一转，

锁就开了！

之后，

................

Winnie就问我们，

为何她和Yeo的桌子乱了的！

开始时，

她们觉得没什么特别！

但是我就觉得很奇怪！

因为，

我是最后一人离开课室！

而且，

哪个锁，

是我亲自锁上的！

没有钥匙如何进到去呢？？？

她们知道后，

就绝的奇怪咯！

到底，

是谁把她们的桌子弄乱呢？

到底是谁呢?

为何呢？

疑问一个接一个的对敲出来！

我们也尝试找出答案出来！

但是，

我们所有的推论都不成立！

再来就是，风吹到的！

比如说，

是猫弄到的！

但是，

小小的一只猫咪，

应该不可能有能力能把桌子推到大约两步那么远！

但是也是和前一个理由一样，

要多大的风才能弄到那样呢！

到底是什么呢？

这件事，

依然还在我的脑袋里转着！

到底是谁呢？

难道是......

还是......

==''

还是别胡思乱想比较好！

==

快乐的一天！

对或错！? 很多时候，无论你怎么想
你还是没能分辨的出，
什么是对，什么是错！
爱情中， 我常看电视， 里面常常都有这句话！
‘爱情没有对还是错！只有快乐与痛苦，也包含了美丽以及难忘的经历！’
爱，
看来很简单！
但是，事实往往就告诉我们，
我们并不会爱，
只会享受被人爱。
其实，
爱就像生活中的调味料，
有一点，就会感到味道很好；
没有的话，就会感到生活乏味；
若放太多的话，就会咽不下！

要爱的合时！
要爱的刚刚好！
要有方法的去爱，
而不是乱冲乱撞的爱！
哈哈！！！

今天我有多了一个新花名咯-晋晋！
我想除了一个人，
其他的一定不知道为何我会有这个花名罢吧！
我也不想再这里说明！
因为我希望只有她一人会那样叫我！
我是一个很奇怪的人！
身边不同的朋友会用不同的名字称呼我！
哈哈！！！
花名...... 多的是！^^


粘壁(客家话-chi piak)！！！
最近，
这句话经常在我耳边绕过！
最常讲这句话的是Winnie姐咯！
而我，就经常重复这句话来取笑她！
当前我说这句话时，
不止是我，连其他的都会笑到肚子疼！
‘Chi Piak’！
也挺好玩的！
哈哈

除此之外，
我也问了Deyi一个问题！
我问她SPM时华语拿什么成绩
她就回我：‘和你一样咯！’
我觉得很奇怪，
因为我好像没有告诉她！
然后她就说听Ah Yeo说的！
我就笑她的记忆听厉害的！
谁知道Ah Yeo说：‘哇，我忘了的咯！你还记得的？’
在一旁的Jun笑了起来！
然后Ah Yeo就说：‘我没心嘛！’
Jun就立刻说：‘Deyi，你有心啊！’
Deyi就说不是啦，不是啦！
我就在那儿笑笑罢了！
真的被他们气死！
哈哈... 但是有空谈天，说笑也挺不错嘛！
我挺享受这种感觉，
那种没有烦恼的心情！

因为我知道

我是快乐的！！！

^^V

Answer for the questions!!!

will u feel happy because of she is happy?

will u feel sad because she is sad?

will u feel like wan make her feel sweet when u are with her?

will u feel weird when she is not beside u?

will u feel sorry when u can't accompany her all the time?

will u blame urself when u break ur promise to her?

will u be shy when u are too close with her?

will u love her till the end of the world?

will u die for her to prevent her from getting hurt?

will u kill someone bacause of u love her?

all the questions actually is only my thought for this moment!

i can't answer those questions for now!

cause i dunno what is my feeling right now!

and i also still blur with my status right now!

the last question actually is so meaningful!

that is the question that i saw when i watch anime-Ga Rei Zero

a very nice anime!

will u kill someone because of love?

i think i wont kill the person i love the most!

if i love someone!

i will try my best to protect her!

i will try not to let her get hurt!

i will try not to let her worry about me!

i will always try make her feel happy, warm, sweet!

i will always try my best to make sure all the sadness, problems, troubles are far away from her!

i will also make sure she wont dissapointed with me!

i will also try my best to keep all the promises!

this is how i am when i love someone!

i cant say i can do all this!

but i know that,

i will always remind myself that,

'i will love her as much as i can, more than she love me!'

haha.... kinda weird!

although i am still single...

but i like to post those articles about love!

may be i wanted be in love!

may be i wanted to have someone to love me!

it is not easy to love a person!

and it is far hard for me to put down the one i love!

last time!

i really sad and down for a long period of time!

and till now!

i still not sure i really completely put her down or not!

if i can know the answer by answering questions!

i will answer all the questions!

even it is more than thousand! no... even more than a billion of questions!

i also will answer it!

cause deep inside my heart!

i really wanna know,

'do i still love her?'

it might be no answer for this questions!

but as time passes...

may be i will realize...

that actually the answer is there already!

it is always there for me!

the answer is there....

but i still can't find it!

give me more time!

time is needed for me to find the answer...

付出！？回报！？

最近，

我和一位朋友谈了一会儿，

我，

不懂为何会再有哪些感觉，

我和他说，

我不懂我是否已近把她给放下，

其实，

我本身真的不懂哦！

他说，她不值得我为她付出那么多！

在那一瞬间，

我觉得，付出不一定会有回报！

说付出，我可能是有付出，

说回报，我不敢说没有回报！

但是，我所付出的，并不是因为我想得到回报！

在别人眼中，我可能比较在意她！

对于这点，我无可否认！

我的却对她比任何人都还要好！

我也不能说我并不在乎她！

对于她而言，我们只是好朋友！

对我而言，应该是好比一场梦吧！

一场还没有一个完美以及完全的梦吧！



这几个星期，

我变懒了哦！

我每天一回到家就立刻开电脑，

上网为上！！！

首先是MSN... 再来就是Facabook... 然后就是Blog...

MSN... 开了都没有人找我的啦！

我找人谈天就有！

开Facebook... 开始有点闷了！

但是，我依然会开Facabook 啦！

因为...

Blog... 就是在写废话咯！




作天，
在学校，

Deyi 和 Jun 闹了一个笑话出来！

题目是 ： 枷锁！！！

这个事情是将的！

我们班的锁头超搞笑的！

看上去旧旧的！因该很‘老野’！

但是，事实就刚好相反！

那个锁头是超high-tech 的！

需要用钥匙才能上锁！

Jun听到这里，

觉得很奇怪，就走去看看，研究研究...

不到一分钟，Jun就回头和我们说，

‘不用钥匙都可以锁啊！’

谁知道Deyi说，
‘不用钥匙也可以开呀！’
我和Jun望着对方在那儿大笑！
我和Jun在那儿想，
原来Deyi是高手来的！
哈哈！！！



今天，
新年的东西都搞得七七八八，
所以我今天很开心！
今早时，
我的无意，
把欣宁给吓破胆了！
我看她在我那班读书，
我就坐在她旁边，
问她是否有考试！
谁知道她吓的跳了起来！
我连忙问她怎样！
我和她就在那儿傻乎乎的笑了起来！
她，
哈哈，有时就被她气死！
有时却因为有她而高兴起来!
真的不懂该谢谢她，
还是骂她好！



刚才，
有一位同学问我，是否记得她！
她说是我小学时的同学！
我，老实说，
不是很记得哦！
我，
哈哈！！！
很没用吧！！！
应该吧！！！
她也说，
她认得我是因为，
我没什么改变！！！
我第一次听朋友说，
我没有改变！
我想我还是样衰衰吧！
==''
但是，现在开始从新认识她因该还不迟吧！
哈哈！！！



少健设那边，
开始有进步了！
我今天不但没有发脾气，
而且还很高兴！
练了几次歌！
还挺不错吗！
哈哈！！！
加油哦！！！^_^

我开心！？

是咯！
我今天的确是开心！
虽然不够睡，不够时间做功课，不够时间放松自己......
很多很多的不够！
但是，
我依然是开心的！
若你问我为何会开心，
我想我应该只会回答你，‘因为我开心！’！

其实，要令自己开心并不难！
只在于你的心是否是‘开’的！
我现在的心，是ON的！
人，总是时常自找麻烦！
总是令自己受到伤害！
总是令自己喘不过气来！
总是令自己困在黑暗的内心世界里面！
总是令自己伤心！
有时，伤害你的人，
并不是他人，而是自己！！！

伤害，痛苦，伤心，没心情，没活力，
我通通都尝试过！
每个人都必定会尝试过！
我，
因为知道其中的感受，
那一种痛不如生的感觉（应该没那么夸张吧）
所以，
很努力的区保护自己！
不再轻易的让自己受到伤害！
不再让自己留一些毫无意义的眼泪！

开心！！！
只在于你的心！
若你想真真的开心的话！
先打开你的心，
在令你身边的人开心。
那么，你就会开心！

^^
笑吧！
笑声总是带来欢乐，带来快乐！^^

开心的时候总会有不愉快的事情发生!!!

现在的我， 心情很糟！

我，遗失了一样东西！

一样我不懂怎样要如何去解释，如何去说明！



每当我觉得快乐的时候，

一定会发生不愉快的事情，

每当我觉得开心的时候，

噩梦就会随之而来!



我，

我真是不懂如何做出反应！

我，

我不懂我会顶到几时！

我，

我不懂何时何日，何年何月，

才会懂得如何处理......



这几天，

总是下雨。

我的心情并不是很坏，

但也好不到哪儿去！

我会觉得很孤单，

我会突然觉得我很需要别人的关心！



下雨天，

不多不少也会想起你！

虽然，

我知道你不想我想起你！

我也知道你其实那么想，

是不想让我在次受到伤害！

你放心吧！

我不会再胡思乱想！



刚才，

我最要好的朋友，

他向我说‘对不起’！

我知道他会看我的blog！

所以，

我想告诉他！

我并没有生气他！

我只是有点不开心罢了！

一切已近过去了,

我们就不用放在心上吧！

因为我知道，

你和我，

不会因为一些芝麻小事而发脾气！



最近，
我在Facabook认识了一位朋友！
她呢，
其实也挺好谈的！
我很高兴能认识她！

What is going on?

haha... ya... i ask myself right now! what is going on? what am i doing? haha... i actually have plenty thing to write! but i don't know want to start from where! i also don't know want how to write it out!

haha... erm... i think i should write about new "friends" in my house! haha... last few day, my parents bought three little turtle back home! haha... that 3 little turtle so cute~ o!!! haha... i not always go watch over them, also not always take care of them! but, i really happy o~
haha... cause this is the first time i had a pet!!! this time is not only one!!! but three in a time!!! haha... funny little cutie turtle! really nice~ ^^

by the way, there is one thing out of my mind happen in school! my school organize a activity call 'mentor and mendi'! and TC is my mentor!!! he become my 契爷!!! haha... i feel so scare and not so happy when i heard this news! this is because i scare i will spoil his name! my teacher, TC, he is the best maths teacher in sandakan!!! i really scare that i will spoil his name! but today... i finally think clearly! i know if i get more hard work, i can improve my maths! by this way... i wont spoil his name!!! hopefully lor!!! haha... ^^

LOL... this few day i really always think too much! just like last time! i keep on dreaming something... keep on thinking something that is impossible! i don't know why i so like to day-dreaming!!! haha... may be i too fantasy! may be!!! but act it is not a sad thing! cause i enjoy thinking something! although i know it is only a dream!!! won't happen! but, i know i will feel more happy, in my dream! think o not to think of it!!! is out of my control! not my brain can control! not my heart can control it! haha... so weird... but cool~

so... what is going on to me? haha... no one can answer it!!! haha... what for i think it so much!!! may be is just for fun! haha... ^^

Alone VS friends

last few day, i am sad, down and very stress also! but today, i finally feel relax and happy! i will fel sad is becuase i thought i gonna do the things all by myself! now, i finally found out, actually i still got many friends can help me! some of them are actually very nice to me and i dunno it only! erm... may be i dunno cuase i am not close to them!

i am not a person that good in making friends! till now! there is many more people i dunno. in form six la! its quite hard for me to make new friends! i really dunno what is the reasons! but i just feel that i am really not good in making friends! may be i should try be more friendly! haha!!! ^^

Funny Note!!! One minute!!! ^^

ONE MINUTE:give myself one minute to think what i should do in the next minute! this minute is actually wont be wasted if i really do what i think of in that one minute! and now i discovered that i am actually used one minute to write this phrases in facebook! hope u wont use one minute to read what i am actually writing! but hope u used the second 'one minute' to think and to understand how am i actually used this one minute!!! if one minute is not enough for you to finish reading what i had writed! nevermind!!! cause you will have the next one minute to continue read it just for free... F.O.C. free of charge! if u thinking that there are too much 'one minute' in this passage! nevermind, just relax for one more minute and re-read this passage for one more time in the next one minute! in the end you will know that actually i am using more than one minute to write this and the most funny things is you are actually used more than one minute to read what i am trying to writed at here! thank you for reading! hope u really do not waste your 'one minute' on this passage! ^^V HAHA... ^^

So Tire~~

today is the third day i back sch!!! wah~ really tire o!!! many things need to do! and even now i am very sleepy! taking a nap for just a while is really not enough! need more! i really need more time for me to sleep! why only have 24 hours in a day ya? why we cant have more than 24 hours a?

actually not many homework i need to do! the most hardest things for me to do is to in-charge the Chinese New Year festival in my sch! i need to think of what activities should be organize, i need to think of how many money i can use, i also need to ask my friends to help me in-charge of something! i know it is not easy! but, i wish i could have more time, more people and teachers can give me much much much more advice!

really stress~ really need take a deep breath right now!!! although i am the president of the Gavel club! but without any experience, and by the way i look like a 'ONE MAN ARMY' more than a leader! i dunno what i should do! i dunno what i need to do!!! may be i really need relax for a while then re-think it again! carefully this time! i really... haiz... wish that i can have a group of people that can help me! hope miricles can happen on me! ==

Feeling Weird and Upset

Dont know why i will like this this whole day? upset... weird... dissapoint with myself... and a bit sad!!!

know a person so well actually will make you suffer! but not always la... got exceptions d...

but right now, i am kinda in mess! because i know her so well... i know she will do any things that she decided! and even i wont and cant stop her from doing so!!! at this time, i really cant do any thing. i only can let her do what she want! hope she wont regret one day! i wont mad at her, wont angry at her! cause i know... she know what is the best for her!

First Day in Year 2010

Today is 01-01-2010, friday! First day in year 2010, nothing i did that is special! Just like old time. The only different is i today got online at home and also, i did not touch my homework for few day!

Next monday back to school, but i still concentrate on internet and not on my homework! Open school soon, i feel so happy! This is because i can meet my friends and can have pocket money! Holidays for two months is quite long for me! I really don't know want do what at home! Want hang out with friends but not for everyday!!!

Lot of homework need to catch up! Looks like tomorow i need to finish it all. haha... don't want teacher angry at me at the first day back to school!!!

This year is the last year i stay in SM. St. Mary!!! Final exam-STPM is waiting for me!!! Hope i can pass it with flying colours!!! haha... hope so!!! ^^